you'll never know what she has been through.
She is the one who knows all I need.
She made me a person who will never give up in any condition.
sometimes I am upset and break the rules.
but she always knows how to pull me back.
She is the one who I need the most. she is my hero.
MOM, I LOVE YOU !

stay pretty

stay cool

stay high

stay sexy

stay awesome

stay you !

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the both of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you :) and I've found him. he is you. you know who you are .

I LOVE YOU. 

Yudha Anantha Khaerul Putra.

 

I prefer hit you till you drop, dolls ! rather than leave you while you cry over. I won't let you walk alone while others insult you. I am still on your back. That's what friends are for.

  

this is from my boy. How cute it is . thanks darling :*

 

“If there is something happen to me, it is not an accident.”

you know, life is not easy, not flat. so much corals can disturb yours. be carefull with that ! give your best, do the best  .

hello . let me interduce you to my biggest enemy, best friend , and lover ♥ 
yes he is, Yudha Anantha Khaerul Putra. rest of my life :)

We don't need to care about what others think of us..

let us live free from judgment and sadness..

ignore hate,accept love ☮ ♥ ☺

 

I feel peace :)

“Okay, here it is, your choice. It’s simple, her or me, and I’m sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.”

Meredith Grey in Grey’s Anatomy (2005)

secret letter

How are you today.. Where are you right at this time. Are you fine? Hope you are.

I know we’ve never met again, since that day. I was supposed to hurt. Cos of what you did. What you asked. But I wasn’t. I understand. We understand. Even though now you’re not around. I still think of you sometimes.

In this little letter I just want you to know. That I’ve grown so much. And I am happy now, Darl. I’ve accepted the fact that you’re gone. And I am fine. Although I still care, but I understand and I accept that I never get to smell your scent. A scent of the man I suppose to adore. A lover of mine..

In this little letter I just wanna tell you. That I’ve become a better person, than before. Running around with you, sharing about life.. never accepted what happened and wanted u to come back. Now I don’t.

I’m glad…
That you weren’t there to say goodbye to me, ever. Cos that’s what makes me realize, that you are that person. You’re not the man I know in my dreams, you’re different. But I’m okay with that
I’m glad…
That u left. Cos u’ve taught me SO MUCH. Of love, of hate, of anger, grief, and Forgiveness. And this maturity would never be mine if it weren’t for you who’ve made my life so colorful.

Thank you…
For loving me long time ago
For remembering me
I don’t need you to love me. Cos I’m not sure you do. It’s ok. I swear it’s ok.
Cos I still thank u.
For leaving me and for just being you.
I love u,

thanks papa for always take care of me, gimme your best 

always call me that I am the most beautiful girl in the world :) 

I love you 24hours papa :*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

hey guys. 

Life is short, 

break the rules, 

Forgive quickly, 

love truly, 

laugh uncontrollably, 

never regret anything that made you smile. :)

say *cheeeers* at tight schedule girls !

My eyes are very spoiled

For all of you, yang takut akan Jatuh Cinta. :)
Go check it out. Simply click the title of this post.
Basically, it’s my own definition of What Love Is.
—-

“Everybody knows that nobody really knows how to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.”
John Legend – Everybody Knows

THERE’S ALWAYS SOMETHING IN THE WAY.
Yes. Obstacles.
Cara menghadapinya? NOBODY REALLY KNOWS.

But you know what? LOVE IS ABOUT COMPROMISING.
When you love someone, you get to live two lives.

Let him eat the last piece of your favorite cheesecake.
Pretend to like his silly taste in music.
Request his favorite song on the radio.
Adore his stupid smile when you tell him that he looks good with his new haircut.
Let him being childish.
Let him have guys-night-out. Even lovers need a holiday, girls.
But most importantly, let him know that he’s the one.

Tenang. Don’t panic.
Mencintai dan dicintai, memang tidak selalu mudah untuk dijalani.
Kalau ditanya pernah merasakan takut jatuh cinta, jawabannya: pernah banget.
Takut akan rasa kecewa, takut mengecewakan, takut tergoda sama rumput tetangga yang denger-denger selalu lebih hijau, dan takut percikan yang dulu pernah ada hilang begitu saja.
Tapi itu dulu.

Kali ini OZzers, I can tell you untuk jangan pernah takut jatuh cinta. Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh. Jangan pernah takut untuk mengenal cinta lebih dalam.
Berharaplah, percayalah, jujurlah, sayangilah, cintailah, bertahanlah, mengalahlah, menangislah, maafkanlah, terimalah.
That’s love.

hello, I'm with my sweetest mickeyy :D our little sweet thing :) see it ! he is just too sexy

this vacation, I stayed in Malang , and met my bestiest. she is winda ahadini :)
u have no idea how much i love her.. :*

hey guys .. do not HATE someone just because she's BETTER than you :)

HATE YOURSELF because you can only be envious of her :)

 

 

Do not hate me because I'm beautiful !  :)

could you be as glorious as the sun? 

he is not jealous of the moon. 

All lovers adore the moon. 

Though the moon only reflects light of the sun ..

One day I'll wake you up in the middle of night to say 

I'll never walk away again.

hello , this is me . bunny :)
everybody knows ..

I can smile without someone i wanna live with :D

When the blue sky turns to red. 
Relaxing
Think Twice, Think Wise.

Hello . I'm with my sweetest MICKEY MOUSE :)

Trust me. 

I would walk through the rain at 3am to see you, 

the only thing that is stopping me is my parents.

I Never Want You To Go.

 

Do you have to go?

Do you really?

What’s changed?
Is it me?
Is it you?
Or is it her, and her tiny fists, and her smile, and her flowery smell?

I’m not blaming you for anything.

I’m blaming myself for falling so deep,

When I know you won’t be there to catch me.

I want you back.

Back in my days.

Back in my nights.

I never want you to go.

No, I NEVER WANT YOU TO GO.

WE USED TO SING.

 

You were once a stranger.

You were once mine.

Tell me what you are now.

What happened to us?

What happened to all the laughs we used to have?

What happened to all the tears we used to share?

What happened to us?

Can’t you see.

It was always you.

I was always yours.

You were always mine.

What happened to us?

What happened to you?

Who are you now?

Where are you now?

This is my Truth

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with.

I miss you when I laugh, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow.

I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when I lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful 
times we spent with each other. For those were some of the best times of my life.

I miss your smile. Eventhough I know it’s not for me.

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

I still think about you.

I still want you here.

And yes,

it still hurts.

So I need you,

to understand.

#nowplaying DISHWALLA - ANGELS OR DEVILS

This is the last time
that I’m ever gonna come here tonight.
This is the last time I will fall
into a place that fails us all inside.

I can see the pain in you.
I can see the love in you.
But fighting all the demons will take time.
It will take time.

The angels they burn inside for us.
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly?
The devils they burn inside of us.
Are we ever gonna come back down
come around?
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

This is the last time
that I’m ever gonna give in tonight.
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear to see.

Still I can see the pain in you.
And I can see the love in you.
And fighting all the demons will take time.
It will take time.

The angels they burn inside for us.
Are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly?
The devils they burn inside of us.
Are we ever gonna come back down come around?
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could break us.

If I was to give in, give it up,
and then
take a breath, make it deep.
Cause it might be the last one you get.
Be the last one
that could make us cold.
You know that they could make us cold.
I’m always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold.

THIS. IS. IT.

This is my now.

This is me. Leaving you.

This is me. Giving up on you.

I’m going to smile like nothing is wrong.

I’m going to talk like everything is perfect.

I’m going to act like it’s all a dream.

I’m going to pretend it’s not hurting me.

Or better, no, don’t let me know.

I’m Good, I’m Gone.

I’m Long Gone, And Moved On.

You were The Only Exception.

Guess what? You’re not anymore.

Goodbye, my Almost Lover.

 

I don’t wanna have to worry, about the things that 

could make us cold.