secret letter

How are you today.. Where are you right at this time. Are you fine? Hope you are.

I know we’ve never met again, since that day. I was supposed to hurt. Cos of what you did. What you asked. But I wasn’t. I understand. We understand. Even though now you’re not around. I still think of you sometimes.

In this little letter I just want you to know. That I’ve grown so much. And I am happy now, Darl. I’ve accepted the fact that you’re gone. And I am fine. Although I still care, but I understand and I accept that I never get to smell your scent. A scent of the man I suppose to adore. A lover of mine..

In this little letter I just wanna tell you. That I’ve become a better person, than before. Running around with you, sharing about life.. never accepted what happened and wanted u to come back. Now I don’t.

I’m glad…
That you weren’t there to say goodbye to me, ever. Cos that’s what makes me realize, that you are that person. You’re not the man I know in my dreams, you’re different. But I’m okay with that
I’m glad…
That u left. Cos u’ve taught me SO MUCH. Of love, of hate, of anger, grief, and Forgiveness. And this maturity would never be mine if it weren’t for you who’ve made my life so colorful.

Thank you…
For loving me long time ago
For remembering me
I don’t need you to love me. Cos I’m not sure you do. It’s ok. I swear it’s ok.
Cos I still thank u.
For leaving me and for just being you.
I love u,