Minggu, 29 Mei 2011

because of you I can see the sky (again)

because of you, I can paint a rainbow

because of you I can stand up again

because of you I can fight off a cold night

because of you I can find the horizon

because of you
I can forget all about him

because of you, my heart fall

Jumat, 27 Mei 2011


 

I wish that I could be every little thing you wanted.
One day I'll wake you up in the middle of the night

to say I'll never walk away again.


Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way

Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Kamis, 26 Mei 2011

 
since the rainbow was gone from my eyes, 
I don't wanna believe in the beauty of rain.

Rabu, 25 Mei 2011





PARTY ROCK ANTHEM



If something as weird as it could be love ..
running everywhere, will be clogged by a string of wind ..
If life is a road without end,,
whether there will be a different branch
me and him?
 

If the expectation is no longer there,,
is it okay to expect a miracle?
Turning to find the fairy dust
or a four leaf clover ..
If time is a second rotating

I want to mess up their engines to be quiet ..
rotate the needle in a past ..
If separation is always the end of the meeting,,
what's cupid arrow embroidery?
If yesterday becomes too narrow,
Should I pursue it?

I need someone to let me go from this nightmare
I need someone to hug me tightly
I need someone to wipe my tears
I need someone to tell me that everything's oke
I need someone to hold my hand
I need someone who can close my old wounds
I need someone to save me from the storm
I need someone to be a mirror of myself
I need someone who can show me that the world is not always dark 

I need someone who can wake me up in the morning to see the sunrise
I need someone to save the key of
my heart
I need you

Don't ever Try to Love Me AGAIN !!!

"Don't trust too much !"
"don't love too much !"
don't give too much !"
because that too much can hurt SO MUCH!"
 
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time


Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to








Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me .
how can you make me smile like its the easiest thing
in the world :D ♥
I was a little Upset when i found out you're with her
But then I laughed Because She was Ugly 


.Say it and I`m Yours. ♥

.You aRe Teenager!

s
so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners,n try something new.
Trust ur feelings, spend ur cash,interduce ur self, take a chance, study hard, seek happines, n regret nothing. Don't laugh at people dreams,challenge ur self, take pictures and appreciate the memories. u should make time to dance and learn from the past. play dress up ,and then take up your clothes off. have the time of ur life! ♥


this is me :)

do i get jealous?"yes" . 
do i cry randomly? "yes" .
do i get angry? "yes" . 
do i fight? "yes" . 
do i need a daily hug? "yes".
"im only human"

I love it when you're here; but I'm BETTER when you're gone.

Selasa, 24 Mei 2011

.One of The Rest of My Life.

she is Winda Ahadini. 
she is so beautiful, smart, kind, and also crazy :p
u have no idea how much I love her .
she's the one that hugged me tightly when I cry .
I wanna tell her that I'm missing her SO MUCH !! :*

Tell Me do You Love Me ??


What is it with Love
That makes me
then breaks me?

When in love
Do I truly love?

Is it really love
Or do I think that I love?

Maybe I just love being in love
Or love the idea of being in love?

I spent my whole life chasing love.
In the end the one thing I truly love
Could just be the meir pursuit of love

my sweet 19 :)

hello there, :)
this is my BirthDay pArty.

I can not think when they knocked on the door of my room
I opened my room door and they greeted me with a cake

i love you so much guys :)

You Can't Lose Me ♥

A little girl, a little small for her age
A little too slow for the field day race
Momma’s waiting at the finish line
And wipes the teardrops from her eyes
She says, “You did just fine honey, that’s okay

“Sometimes life’s just that way
“You’re gonna lose the race from time to time
“But you’re always gonna find
“You can’t lose me
“Bet your life
“I am here and I will always be
“Just a wish away
“Wherever you go
“No matter how far
“My love is where you are
“You won’t be lost if you believe
“You can’t lose me”

Momma use to say “Girl it won’t be long
‘”Til it’s time to go out on your own
“Chase your dreams find your place in life
“I know you’ll do just fine”
When that day finally came
There were things she needed to but could not say
So I whispered softly as I wiped
The tears from Momma’s eyes

“You can’t lose me
“Bet your life
“I am here and I will always be
“Just a wish away
“Wherever I go
“No matter how far
“My love is where you are
“You won’t be lost if you believe
“You can’t lose me”

-Faith Hill-
i love you mom, i'm missing you so much :'(

.That ShouLd be Me.


That should be me, holding your hands



That should be me, making you laugh



That should be me, feeling your kiss



That should be me, talking for hours



this is so wrong. I can't go on.
till you believe that....

THAT SHOULD BE ME


I miss you my stannum
I dont know how to describe this pain.
I just miss you a lot

Classic and yet, Romantic.





When I get older, losing my hair, many years from now
Will you still be sending me a valentine, birthday greetings, bottle of wine?
If I’d been out ‘til quarter to three, would you lock the door?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I’m sixty-four?

You’ll be older too
Ah, and if you say the word, I could stay with you

I could be handy, mending a fuse when your lights have gone
You can knit a sweater by the fireside, Sunday mornings, go for a ride
Doing the garden, digging the weeds, who could ask for more?
Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I’m sixty-four?



Every summer we can rent a cottage
In the Isle of Wight if it’s not to, dear
We shall scrimp and save
Ah, grandchildren on your knee, Vera, Chuck and Dave

Send me a postcard, drop me a line stating point of view
Indicate precisely what you mean to say, yours sincerely wasting away
Give me your answer, fill in a form, mine forever more
 



Will you still need me, will you still feed me when I’m sixty-four?
 so, will you?

 
 

,I'll never Forget to Drink milk everyNite momMy.

Falling into a waves of colors
Drowning in red, purple, green, blue, and yellow
P
ainting the beats of the music
Pu
lsing, lows and highs
Wa
nting to get lost into the music
Get lost into its tranceI want to drown in its rhythm
T
o dive and listen to a mellifluous voice
S
inging its soft whispers
A
s I travel down deeper into its core
Da
rkest part of the songFalling into highs and lows like a roller coaster
Su
ch a thrill it's moving fasterSlowing down now it drops
I move in such a way as it plays
Playing that mysterious musicI stand in silence as it drifts away

Senin, 23 Mei 2011

CHEERIO ♥

hello there . .
gue, nina, adity, dan dyah . mereka hidup gue . dimana gakan ada yg namanya semangat mencapai batas cakrawala kalau pada akhirnya Tuhan tidak mempertemukan gue dengan mereka . this is us *CHEERIO* :) di foto ini nih, kita lagi ngabisin masa liburan kenaikan ke kelas 3 SMA . belagu banget kan? ya memang :p ga peduli deh gimana rupa rapot kita, yg penting kita hepi :p genk gue ini nih yg paling sering bikin gue ga punya muka. ohh God, gimana enggak ? kita ini bukan tipe cewek genk cantik yg suka bawa bedak dan lipstik ke sekolah. kita juga bukan remaja berduit yg sandangannya bermerek kelas tinggi. cuman 1 jadi prinsip kita : kita ga kenal laper :) *hahaha sekalipun nih dandanan model kere, tapi dompet kita ga pernah kere . apapun makanannya, asal kita pengen, sikaaaaaaaattt :p hmm.. kita engga cantik, kita engga pinter, kita juga bukan tipe orang yg banyak duit. *slow motion* tapi ga ada di kamus kita buat nyerah gitu aja *sigh! gimana lalu? karena kita cinta tanah air, kita selalu menjaga budaya masyarakat Indonesia, so.. kita akan terus mengabadikan budaya --> contekan . guna masa depan cita-cita kita.
yess, we are.. :) CHEERIO .

welcome to my world :)

hello guys , this is me Sheila :) welcome to my world.
just lets fun with this blog and we can share everything we have.
love, laugh, tears, struggle, emotions, it is human rights. and we are human :)